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  All of it brought me to my knees and if I had my way I would remain there for the rest of my life.

  “You are so beautiful Zoe, so incredibly beautiful.” I marvelled, stroking my thumbs over the apples of her cheeks. “My heart hurts in the most incredible way just looking at you.”

  “I love the way you talk to me, you aren’t afraid to say what is on your mind. Aren’t afraid to go after what you want,” Zoe said, her fingers tracing the curve of my lips. Nipping at her finger with my teeth, I soothed the bite with my tongue loving Zoe’s intake of breath as much as I did seeing her eyes darken when I sucked the finger into my mouth, then releasing it with a pop.

  “I want you Zoe. All of you. Just you and me.”

  The words meant exactly as I intended them, a claiming.

  There would be no one else for me, Zoe climbed into my heart ten years ago when she jumped into my arms and now she owned it lock, stock and barrel.

  A small tear ran down her temple and into her blonde hair and my mouth suddenly dried. Had I gone too far? My natural tendency to go after what I want with gusto did not make me ‘cool’, I didn’t have Deck’s suave technique with the ladies. Not that I hadn’t been with women, because I definitely had, not saying I was in triple figures or anything but I used to do okay.

  But seeing the tear, my mind went on a rampage of what the hell was wrong with what I told her. I was about to ask her, when she pushed on my torso, confused and worried I went to get off her. But when I lifted my chest off her, instead of rolling out from under me, she reached for the hem of her simple dress and pulled it up her body and over her head.

  My breath caught in my throat as she revealed her plump breasts, I had seen them when we made out on the picnic blanket, sure, but this time she wasn’t wearing a bra. There was no satin to remove, just the creamy mounds with perfect soft pink nipples begging for my mouth.

  “Fucking perfection,” I moaned before my mouth descended to feast on her flesh. Moan after moan passed through my lips as I devoured one nipple then the other, her breasts were large so there was no way I could get too much in my mouth, but damn if I didn’t try. Zoe’s hands raked over my shoulders and up into my hair, her fingers digging into my scalp pulling at my head making me drop my mouthful.

  “Zoe—”

  “I want you Jason. All of you. Just you and me.” She repeated the claim back to me, the truth in her eyes backing it up.

  Reaching down into my pocket, I pulled out the condom I shoved there before I left the house. I wanted to be bare in her for our first time, to feel her skin to skin, heat to heat.

  But we lived in modern times, so before that could happen, I wanted to make sure she was protected. Tomorrow, I would make an appointment with my GP, get the tests needed to prove to her that she could trust me to protect her and that I would always put her first.

  Slipping the foil square under the pillow by Zoe’s head, I lowered myself back on her, putting most of my weight on my forearms.

  “Look at me Zoe,” I demanded softly when her eyes moved in the direction of the condom, her brows furrowed as if to ask why did I have one?

  I wondered briefly if she was thinking about Deck. Did she think I didn’t trust her because of her sexual relationship with Deck? I knew my brother would never go ungloved so that wasn’t the issue.

  Her eyes met mine, there was lust in them, but also that fierceness I saw all those years ago when I first called her Nymph and she thought I was insulting her.

  “It’s my way of showing you there is no way I would ever put you in danger. I want to get checked so there is no shred of doubt in your mind when I do go bare inside you.” An over whelming urge rose in me to kiss her before I told her the rest. My mouth dropped to hers, swallowing her gasp of pleasure when my tongue immediately sought hers.

  Content to lose myself in her taste for the moment, we took our time, discovering and exploring. Finally, the need for air brought an end to the passion we were creating… for now.

  “It will always be that way between us. I don’t and have not ever forgotten protection, I haven’t ever been tempted until you,” I whispered willing her to believe every word. A small flicker of something passed in her pale green eyes but was gone before I could determine what it meant.

  “Then I will get checked too,” she promised. “I have already been checked for my job, but to put your mind to rest because of — well just because,” she finished, worrying her lip with her teeth.

  All the talk of tests and the almost mention of Deck while her body was naked other than her lace underwear, the mood in the room was starting to deflate and that was just not on.

  Grinding my hips down, I took one nipple back into my mouth, flicking my tongue around the hard nub. I wasn’t going to allow anyone in the bed with us, figuratively and most certainly not literally. Sharing Zoe, her body or her heart, with another person, was off the table from now on.

  She was mine.

  Zoe’s small hand pushed between our bodies down to my waist disappearing inside my jeans, a surprised gasp left her when her fingers came into contact with my bare cock. At work I wore underwear, but off duty I was a commando man all the way.

  Though right now — a thin barrier of material would be handy because I was honestly about to fucking blow.

  Growling against her plump flesh, I reached down and held her hand still, stopping her exquisite torture.

  “Baby I fucking love your hands on me, goddamn amazing. But babe, you have been the subject of every sexual dream I have had for the last ten years, my ability to hold back is threadbare,” I told her, my forehead resting in the valley of her breasts.

  “There is a chance I could come just from sucking on your magnificent tits, but if you touch my cock much longer, I guarantee you I will.”

  It didn’t worry me admitting to Zoe that she was the main attraction of my dream. Some guys held back and acted all cool like they couldn’t give a shit, I wasn’t one of those.

  My mother always said I lead with my heart, putting it out there on the line. Dad and my brother boxed their feelings, keeping them guarded. The day Deck finally falls, I plan on being there to witness the momentous event.

  “So, you dream about me do you Lawman? What am I doing to you in these dreams?” Zoe asked, releasing her hold on my cock then sliding her hand around to my arse running her soft fingers over one cheek making me moan loudly.

  Licking my suddenly dry lips, I decided to tell her one thing that she did to me in my dreams that I wanted to experience in reality.

  “You flattened your tongue on my flat disc right here.” Lifting my upper body off hers giving her a view of my pecs.

  “Hmmm, so I did this.” Moving her head forward, Zoe did exactly what I dreamt about and licked my small nipple with the whole of her warm tongue, swirling it around and then pressing it hard against the sensitive flesh.

  “Ah—yep.” I managed to say with a rasp. Sensations flooding me rendering me virtually speechless.

  “I see, did I do this as well?” Before I knew it, the entire disc was being sucked deep into her mouth ravaging me just the same as I had her.

  “Fuck me, Zoe! Fuck yes, oh fuck yes, you did.” Who knew having my nipples sucked on would turn me feral and about to come in my jeans?

  Her tongue soothed the slight sting her sucking left and went to attend to the other one, giving him the same blissful punishment.

  My head dropped, no longer able to hold it up. Not to mention her magical mouth was just about doing me in. I needed to get some control back, I wanted to spend the whole night loving her, not a quick ten minutes.

  Gritting my teeth, I moved out of her reach ignoring her soft pleas to let her keep going.

  “I want to taste all of you Zoe, have your scent on me,” I told her in between kisses making my way down to her purple lace lingerie.

  “Fuck Nymph, is this what you call underwear?” I moaned lowering my nose to her centre sniffing deep, smelling her through the sc
rap of material that barely covered her pussy.

  “Hmmm, just don’t rip them. I like pretty lingerie and those are my favourite.” Zoe’s body arched against my nose, digging it further to the damp spot her arousal was causing. The arousal I made happen.

  “Don’t worry baby, I promise they will be the only things I don’t destroy tonight.”

  Hooking my fingers under the thin straps at her hips, I slowly pulled them down, keeping my eyes from looking at what was being revealed deliberately.

  Was I nervous? You bet your fucking arse I was, ten fucking years of dreaming and using my hand was about to come to an end. The few women I had been with over that time were only to service a basic need. No way could they fill the void that Zoe left in me.

  Flicking the lace down to her feet, I tapped her on the ankle to kick them off. It wasn’t until then I finally looked at her in all her naked glory.

  My eyes drank in the perfection before me, from her full round tits, the small roundness of her belly that lead to dangerous curves. Curves I wanted to get to know on a very committed level.

  And a pretty pink pussy winking at me; shaved neatly and begging for my mouth.

  Placing my hands on her inner thighs where her legs met her sweet place, I opened her lips with my thumbs and god help me if I didn’t weep inside at the sight.

  “Jesus!” I sighed, closing my lips over her plump lips, sucking them into my mouth. Her taste exploded on my tongue, causing all kinds of tingling currents to shoot through my body. Adding one finger into the mix, I alternated between licks and pushing my thick digit into her tightness while she squeezed around it.

  “Jason,” Zoe screamed, her hips coming off the bed.

  “Easy darlin’,” I murmured licking her while I curled my finger inside finding that sweet spot, my ears filling with her sweet whimpers.

  Over and over I devoured her, there was nothing rehearsed with my attack. I went on pure instinct and ate her like this was the last time I would ever get to do this, opening my mouth wider, I took as much of her lips into my mouth her clit buzzing against my tongue.

  “Jason please—make, oh please make love to me,” Zoe cried out. Her hands finding my face lifting me and halting my delicious meal.

  “Please.” One pleaded word delivered in a hushed whisper and I was done.

  Moving quicker than I ever had, I tore open the condom with my teeth and sheathed my aching cock with shaking hands. Fucked if I didn’t do it so goddam fast, I could have ripped the bloody thing I was so eager to be inside my woman.

  My. Woman. All mine.

  “I don’t know if I can last past the second I push inside you baby,” I admitted without shame.

  “I don’t care. I just want you inside me honey,” Zoe panted, wriggling under me aligning her body, so my cock was nudging her entrance. I felt her heat, I could smell her arousal and the time for waiting and dreaming of this moment now a thing of the past.

  “Fuck this is gonna be quick,” I grunted, moving my hips I pushed the tip of my cock just inside her, rearing back on my arms I watched as I pushed more of myself inside. Unable to stop myself from watching as my cock disappeared into her tight pussy.

  “Fucking fuck me,” I groaned as her heat surrounded me, sucking me in. Finding my last shred of control and dignity, I managed to seat myself balls deep without coming like a teenager his first time.

  “Oh my god! You are so—big!” Zoe gasped, her eyes wide as saucers. I grinned because she was right, my cock was not only thick it was also long. Sometimes it was a curse, one woman even called off a night of sex when she took one look at it and screamed bloody murder, shouted at me to put it back in my pants and get the hell out of her bed.

  I did just that, not really caring, she complimented me with her insults. That had been around the time I tried to convince myself that I would never lay eyes on the beautiful nymph I was currently inside of ever again and that it was time to move on from my dreams. I met the screaming woman at a party one of the guys at the station threw. He dared me to turn up and coming from a household that loved to lay down dares, I wasn’t about to lose that one.

  The whole night had been a total farce, but when she offered to go back to her place instead of expecting to go to mine I agreed. At least that way I could get up and leave any time and not find ways to make her leave afterwards.

  Long story short, I pretty much gave up on moving on and stuck with dreaming about my Nymph.

  Until now.

  Lowering my body, I laid down on her, threading my arms under hers and bringing my hands to cradle her head. Her soft blonde curls felt like silk in my fingers.

  Zoe’s arms wound around my shoulders, her short nails digging into my skin, holding me in place.

  “You okay?” I breathed against her mouth.

  “Better than okay,” she answered, giving me a shy smile.

  “As much as I love being buried inside you. Your warm cunt squeezing my cock like it is, I gotta move baby.” Resting my forehead on hers, I silently started to count to ten, willing my cock from exploding just from the sheer pleasure and joy he was finally here.

  “Yes, please move.” Zoe’s legs lifted from the bed, coming up to grip my hips her feet crossed over my arse, pulling me in even closer.

  Without another word, I shifted only my hips, not moving my chest from its place on hers. Her large tits smashed against my hard pecs, her pebbled nipples digging into my flesh.

  Setting a slow rhythm, I pushed and pulled in and out flexing my arse every time I drove back in, and with long deep strokes I made love to Zoe, my eyes never leaving hers, our mouths only a whisper off each others stealing our pants and moans.

  “Jason, faster,” Zoe begged, her body writhing under me trying to get me to increase the pace of my strokes. She could have faster all she wanted later, for now, I wanted to take my time. Burn this moment into my brain, so when she wasn’t with me, all I had to do was close my eyes and picture her sweet face. Etch in my memory the sounds of her moans, the lust in her eyes.

  The softness of her hands on my skin, her warm breath on my lips.

  I wanted to carry those memories with me, all of it.

  “No baby, slow. Our first time will be remembered as the greatest night of my life,” I whispered, thrusting slowly into her. “For the rest of my life I will always remember the night you became mine.”

  “I want that too,” Zoe breathed, her eyes glossy with unshed tears.

  Cradling her closer I continued the slow and sexy push and pull, my hips the only part of me moving. Before I was ready for any of it to end, my feet started to tingle. A rush of sensations raced up my legs to the base of my spine. I was close and powerless to stop it.

  “I’m so close baby, so close,” I groaned.

  “Me too,” Zoe said with a groan of her own, her legs gripping my waist tighter.

  Dropping my head, I pulled one nipple into my mouth and sucked hard, using my tongue to soothe the sting. Zoe’s pussy clenched around me, a gush of wetness heralding what was to come.

  “Jason, oh shit, Jason,” Zoe screamed, her neck arched off the pillow thrusting her tit further into my face. “I’m coming.” My cock was suddenly bathed in warm liquid and that was all it took for my orgasm to race from the tip of my cock and into the condom.

  The roar that left my mouth sounded foreign even to me; I couldn’t help the well of tears that threatened to erupt as the hardest and most intense orgasm of my life ripped out of me nearly rendering me unconscious.

  Jerking my hips, I kept pumping until I couldn’t tell where I began and Zoe ended, filling the latex with more cum that I thought possible.

  For the first time, I wished that my seed was free to make a baby, a baby with Zoe.

  What the fuck has gotten into you Johnston? Having a baby was not only a big commitment it was a serious one. I had every intention of staying with Zoe as long as she wanted me, if anyone was going to call a stop to this it was gonna be her. I was in, no doubts
no questions. Time would tell if she wanted another Johnston brother or not.

  “Lawman do me a favour and stop the bullshit worrying until I am no longer feeling your dick spasming inside me. Just enjoy the earth-shattering sex before you mention the D word again,” Zoe scolded me, her fingers pinching my butt cheek.

  Wriggling against her, my semi-hard cock not ready to be pulled from his bliss just yet, I rolled us so I was underneath and Zoe sprawled on top of me.

  “Earth-shattering hey? Has anyone ever mentioned you are full of sass?” I asked her, my hands making gentle circling motions on her back, her skin damp with a fine cover of sweat.

  “Hmmm maybe, right now though I am happy being filled with you,” she mumbled against my chest, her joking followed up with a nip to my nipple.

  “Better watch yourself Nymph, I seem to have developed a new appreciation for my nipples being played with,” I warned her, my cock stirring. It didn’t surprise me though, I might have just come hard but I had a lot of time to make up. Zoe resurrected something— some beast inside me. A beast that was insatiable and mighty fucking territorial when it came to one small curvy blonde.

  “Think you can go again do ya big boy?” Zoe purred, looking up at me with a mixture of surprise and desire.

  “Oh, I know I can baby.”

  Using her hands on my chest for leverage, Zoe sat up to straddle me not losing our connection, her body on full display only for me.

  From her neck to her lower belly, she was covered with a pink blush. Her nipples still puckered from my mouth.

  She was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen in my life.

  Taking one of my hands from her hips, Zoe guided it to where we were intimately joined. The shake of her hand in mine belying her bravado, letting me know she felt the connection, this… underlying current of charge between us.

  “Rock my world Lawman,” she demanded breathily, her hips rolling back and forth on me, my cock now back to full mast and ready to fuck my woman some more.

  Flicking her clit with my thumb, I sat up and opened my mouth over her breast.

  “Yes ma’am,” I answered around my mouthful. And got to rocking not only her world but mine and my heart.